Wednesday, July 30, 2008,7:12 PM
WTF... Why must everyday be like a torture to me ?! I am really gonna get depression sooner or later !!~~
As usual I had normal lessons..And I can't seem to express my public self...It's just so frustrating ! Everything's not the same anymore..My friendships' broken like some fucking hell ~
I'm talking bullshit everytime..And I don't know why ~ I'm shooting out words I ain't supposed to... What the hell am I doing ? sick~~
I really wanna go America ..arghh ! Maybe I could feel more relaxed there I guess... *sigh*
Why can't I have all my friends be with me and not always separating like some kind of a fucking plate moving rapidly? Look I'm saying things which shouldn't even be there... RIGHT I really had enough.. Everyone has its own limits~~~~~
I'm Depressed~